Life VS Dream
February 23, 2009Is life just getting sadder or am I just getting harder to please?
What’s so great about bubbles? I wish I liked anything as much as my kids like bubbles. It’s totally sad; their smiling faces point out your inability to enjoy anything. That part in knocked up sums up how I’m feeling.
I’m miserable. Mainly because I’m not where I planned to be right now. Gahhh! I know I don’t have the right to whine because there are people who are in a much more miserable state. But it’s just really sad how life, fate, destiny or whatever energy counters you from getting to your dream and being happy.
Life is like the waves, and I’m an angry and stubborn little crab that holds onto anything and pulls itself to get to where it wants to be. But the waves so much powerful and it pushes the crab to another direction. The crabs getting tired and is thinking of just going with the flow.
Because of life, because of certain circumstances, we get stuck somewhere (or we just go with the flow). We think we can just accept the situation in the meantime, but sooner or later, we get so used to it, we just settle for it. And our dream just…dies.
Hope this crab will still hold on. If ever it lets go, hope the waves will take it to the same shore not too far away from where the crab originally wanted to be, para walking distance lang 
I love that part from Knocked Up. Love it and hate it, actually. Makes me miss my childhood even more. (Also, it has to be said, Tin and I used to catch bubbles with our mouths back in high school. Hahaha!)
But seriously, dear. You’re only 22 years old. You have so much more ahead of you. Don’t feel like you’re stuck or whatever because you CAN still get out of where you are. You CAN still choose to do something different. (I feel like Obama) How long have you been working? It’s not that long. You’re basically still starting out. Don’t feel so bad because you’re not where you want to be. If you’re 35 and still working there, as your boss’ assistant, then ok. Feel bad. But you’re not. You’re awesome. You, of all people, are sure to have a wonderful career. It’s just in your DNA to succeed.
it’s just frustrating how i have less control over my life right now
where do i go from here? yehesss arte
and kumakain kayo ng bula?
lulz i actually sang the song from evita when i read that line. you go wherever the hell you want to go. it’s your life and you actually have the means and credentials to do with it as you please. not everyone can say that about themselves.
and yes, kumakain kami ng bula. shempre pumuputok na sha once makagat namin. hahaha pakana ni tin un, ewan ko dun sa batang un.
If Lai and I were to write a blog entry about our careers, we’d just copy paste this one by you.
Today I woke up realising that I may not be able to reach my dream right now, and I can’t think of any way to do so, so I’ll just wake up every day, try to be happy and go with the flow. It’s hard and depressing, but as of now, that’s all I can do. And when I finally know what I really want and push myself to do everything to get that, I’ll wake up one day realising that I’m actually living my dream. Last Sunday, God said to me: He’ll give what I’m praying for on his own time. I bet it’s the same for you
sam, i just realized i havent watched evita! abd yung bula, di ba sabon yun? di kayo nalason? or kaya ganyan na kayo magisip ngayon, dahil sa bula? joke
madz, sasaya din tayo! we should come up with a project or a business or whatever na pupunan ang pagkukulang ng ating werks!
Hahaha Yes, it may explain a lot. LULZ Di, super konti lang naman kasi ung soap na dun sa bubble. Hehe You should watch Evita, kahit di ko na matandaan. Pero I remember na nagandahan ako. Haha
Ang lalim naman nung sagot mo ko Madz. Haha
Haha, sorry na! Eto naman kasi si Nikki eh, bumblog ng sapol sa kaluluwa!
Parang niyurak ang aking pagkatao. JOKE!
Hay, bottomline, let’s just be happy. Better days will come! Nakanam!